Anonymous: Slow is fine, but maybe you need someone who you can open your heart to, who is willing to take all your pain and sorrow into themself. Perhaps a best or close friend, family, maybe you call them pack or something else. Just don't let it eat away at your soul.

What do you know about pack.. don’t mean to sound rude but it’s a soar subject. ..and I am responsible for my own pain..or the way I go about getting past it.

"I’ve always loved the idea of not being what people expect me to be."

Dita Von Teese (via petite—fleur)

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Sick of how the past likes to come calling right when I’m having a good streek of happy days. Maybe I’m just to dam tired of fighting the inevitable. There will always be traits that follow just like the X or things in the long since past that instill hate and fear..it repeats in the people you love most and tears at the scars in your heart. I have such high standards because I’ve already been there already seen and had things done to me ..I made it this far without the drugs and sex and money and power and popularity. ..I did fine and for that reason would expect that everyone can be that strong..at least half as strong ..I’m tired of the excuses and bullshit. I want and deserve more out of life and love.

Anonymous: Your pain seems so great, there must be somebody in your life that can wash it away?

There is ..it’s a slow process but it’s progress.

"I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it."

Audrey Hepburn (via congeed)

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