Alphadaddy09 go follow someone else. Your posts are disgusting and so are you.
You don’t change in your heart if you don’t Chang in your mind. Just because you’ve watched it before. Indulged in your own filthy pleasure before. Just because you already saw it all …you have to train yourself to be different not just say your different you have to choose to turn away from the very appearance the very thaughts ….fuck what you say..it isn’t true. Not yet ..try harder or I’ll give up like you did.
Back….I really need to vent and it just seems easy to scream my thaughts at a blank page than try to explain the pain and hatred I feel in my heart today. To not say I’m sorry for feeling the way I do. Here’s the thing. I believe in honor and truth and loyalty and doing What’s right just because it’s right not defaulting to the rotted infectious ways the world wants to rape your mind and take your heart and the best parts of a man captive. I’m sick of the way the world thinks things like drugs porn money and greed are just a part of life and it’s all good. Honestly fuck you to everyone who has slipped and fallen short. I can take myself into account for my fuck ups and that’s why I just want to vent my absolute hatred and malice twards the rest of the population that lives their own selfish and fucked up sick excuse of a life. I’ll be fine tomorrow but I’m not fine today. I’m suffering from the choices of people’s past who at the time never thaught their dirty secrets would never effect someone else. I’m mad at myself for allowing these things to hurt me and am not perfect ether. Nor will I ever be..but right now I’m taking a moment for me ..to express my built up Hurt and hate and fuck you it’s ok. It’s ok you never saw it coming through your selfish indulgence. To every one of you who have added to this over and over. Not one yet has proven me wrong.. I have hope for the future. ..and the least I think I do. I’m angry insecure and burning inside today…I’ll finally look in the mirror and say goodbye to each one of you that contributed to this rather it was intentionally of not. Rather you’ll ever know it or not. I’m working to forgive. .I’m working to look and say I can love me in spite of you or anyone else there was or ever will be
I want to be ok with and love me.
who knows how to delete a tumblr?